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Name: Rie
Gender: Female
Interests: things that move REALLY fast (mostly cars, motorcycles and rollarcoasters, drag races... which is still cars, only sometimes with jet engines!), Russia, Music, Mountains, keys, ThunderStorms (the louder the better... this one time in Russia.....)
Above all I am interested in any matter of the Kingdom
Expertise: procrastinating, sarcasm, wit, and i would have to say charm (can I be an expert at charm?)
Occupation: Research and development
Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
8/15/2004
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| I can't believe that you thought this backhanded, pathetic attempt would be enough to discourage me. It's insulting really. You almost had me going but it's not going to work. You can't make me love Him less, and you can't convince me to turn back. You are already aware that your greatest strength is to keep yourself invisible, we both know that the moment I see you pulling those strings, the life leaves the puppet and the show is over. No applause. No encore. No triumph to console yourself with. You are now and will always only be a defeated foe, so tuck that tail between your legs and head back to your pit. Game over. | | |
| I make myself stick around. I force myself in. Why?
I'm afraid, deep down, that if I disappeared you wouldn't notice.
I'd rather have that suspicion then find out for sure. So I don't want to disappear. But you won't make the effort, so all the effort is mine... and it's exhausting. Then I wonder if I'm just here at all because I'm convenient. No one should be left wondering that.
Sometimes I wonder if it wouldn't just be worth knowing so I could move on. Then I think I might end up losing what I value most.... but how valuable it a thing that reciprocates not at all.
I don't trust the ropes to hold me.
I have such a small understanding of my own worth that I crave perpetual affirmation. Like trying to fill a sieve. No wonder you grow weary of me. It must be exhausting to be required to love so much to prove that you love at all.
I struggle with forward motion.
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| But the wisdom that comes from Heaven is firstly pure and full of quiet gentleness. Then it is peace-loving and courteous. It allows discussion and is willing to yield to others. It is full of mercy and good deeds. It is whole hearted and sincere and straightforward. James 3:17 (NLT)
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| "You've always punched above your weight class, it's impressive to watch."
I think that is the most amazing compliment I will ever receive in this life time...
It made my day
...and it will get me through tonight.... how I get myself into these situations is totally beyond me. I am busy minding my own business... I couldn't find these kinds of things if I was out looking for them...
Anyway, thank you. You know who you are. <3
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| Have you ever been afraid that things are going to turn out exactly the way you hoped they would?
Have you ever been equally as certain that they wouldn't....
How is that possible?
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